FCM camp

Hiyo... haven't posted for AGES...

Well, FCM camp was really fun camp,... and the camp itself was a foretaste of heaven to come. Really, I enjoyed the fellowship there, and it feels good to be one of the youngest there again, to be the one on the receiving end.. Although that will not last for long, because starting next year, I might have to be taking up leadership positions, and perhaps even a position in the camp committee.

I kinda feel myself being pushed into expectations, since i'm now the second oldest guy in YF, with desmond gone to NS, and with Josh and Emerson in army. Well, while Joshua and Emerson can come back from time to time, that doesn't erase the fact that they will be gone one day. And I just talked to Samuel, from True Life (one of the FCMers) about it... And he gave me a lot of good advice. Well, it's a long time since I was last able to bare my heart out to anyone like this, and it feels so good that he was able to give me appropriate counsel and encouragement.

Well, Definitely, I would wish this YF grows, even amidst these troubling times, into a YF in which the fellowship is this warm. However, one bugging thing is whether we can all keep the YF intact as the younger ones grow to the state of spiritual maturity, or whether by that time, only the most faithful will stay. Well, this situation is already reflected in how often people visit this blog, and even if they do visit, I really question in my heart if they read what others post besides posting their own five-or-six liner post describing school and life and that's it. It certainly pains me to see people reject our Lord and Saviour, but it pains me all the more to see Christians themselves slowly begin to neglect our Lord and Christ.

I tend to compare a lot. Pardon me. But as a younger brother would look to his older brother is how I would our YF look up to FCM.